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Aedans Journal Volume II
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Aedan's Journal Volume II ........ this is no Journal I just messed up the titles What I write here... are my emotions.... My friend Bircalin told me to for I cannot get over the emotions that overwhelm my soul to the point of no release .... :: No so long ago....Bircalin told me about him dating a woman That matched perfectly with what he looked for... I felt happy for him I even had fun with it... but then I felt something awful in me, like something was eating my soul... Sadness :: :: My face turned pale and I went out to catch fresh air I began to have one of those darn reflexion moments that disturb me so much ... I remembered my race how I was the only one... How I had been so close to meet another one but I missed the date... then I thought.... "What if it was a woman... a female Ayleid..." This thought began to cross my mind as a leech taking all happiness from me .... I felt devastated ... I had lost my only chance to preserve my kind then the Ayleids would be extinct for real I would have to roam the lands alone.. watching how my friends and close ones died one by one as Ayleids have the longest Lifetime of all creatures it cannot be matched by magic It cannot be changed.... I wouldn't be able to have a family for I would live longer than them ... I wouldn't be able to love someone... for I cannot have a family not even elves live as long as I ......... I would be destinated to roam the lands of Aegis.... alone... for the eternity ... I cannot kill myself.... for I get revived by the monks ... No matter what I do I cannot Die.... I will die of old I'll have to live milleniums.... of pain and sorrow... ... oh I know sorrow well I was born when sorrow sang the songs of grim I cannot keep writing.... :: :: ( you find small tears as you read the final page....) :: :: :: - Aedan, The Last Ayleid...