2246 the darkness i cant let the other see this light1997 the dark memories of when i tryed to slay the darkness have come back to huant me and the terrible curse that was places upon me i will become the darkness if i dont face it but im to weak i cant tell the others they might try to help and that might get them killed they would have to enter my mind its saddens me that aliyzn had to leave i thought she could maybe enter my mind and save me from my self but she left and im alone my eye has stated this dreaded curse with it starting to bleed i can not see out of it theey have yet to notice my wound im trying to fashion a eyepatch i fear i might soon be in bad shape and have to end my own life i will try to fight it maybe the advisor will help my mind is the key but what items will cure me only time will tell i cant tell nailina she is still young and might mess everything up vertables might be able to help me just maybe i must do somthing i need one more string to make myself a eyepatch maybe if i find some magic books ill be able to heal myself and lift the curse but i dont have any books darn it well i might be doomed but there still mght be hope i will update this book when something else happens i cant belive the advisor was mean to alizyn maybe i cant trust him ive made a eyepatch i hope they dont notice