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Indelwehn'sJornal
Indelwehn
::11th of snows maide, 1308 :: I am not quite sure what to write, only that i feel I have to. An elf can only handle so much in a period of time, and much has happened. :: I came to Laurelin virtually alone, I had sadly outlived everyone dear to me. So I wandered alone under the leaves of Laurelin, watching the other elves as they spent time with their friends and family. Time went by, and I soon wandered all the roads of Aegis, alone and unafraid. :: I could face bandits and slay monsters. I was not afraid to die, because I had nothing to live for. I was part of a sacred bloodline, the Ayelids, as far as I know I could be the last of my kind. :: So I wandered back to Laurelin, where I saw a small group of people at the crossroads... Prince Toren, and the lady Bell, as well as a stranger I had not met before... he wore robes of red and was hooded. He had red scars on his face that frightened me, as well as his bright red eyes. He looked at me and smiled, His eyes burned like fire.. :: His name was Aedan. and I have never met anyone like him before. He is an Ayleid, a pure blood. He is very old, and very wise. We soon became the best of friends, he showed me places I had not known, dark beautiful roads and forests. We had drinks with the dwarves and travelled the world. :: Aedan began to change.. he became more shy and distant from me. I was afraid. I thought he was ill.. but he soon told me. He had feelings...strange human feelings towards me. And deep down, I knew I had them for him as well. But I was afraid of losing him... I have lost so many in my life, and he deals frequently with the undead..what if something went wrong. :: So I left.. I am ashamed I did. I wandered alone once more.. I found myself in the human capital, I shopped and dined and had a great time. That was until he walked through the gates. :: I quickly jumped on the rooftop, and hid behind a tree. I had to see him, his smile.. his bright red eyes. He looked happy.. happy without me. :: So I ran to Dawn's to drink away my pain. And was brutally set on fire.... :: It was then I realized my stupidity. I didn't want to die without saying... what I felt... :: I love him..