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Decora's Journal
DecoLamb
Day One:    Why did I ever think he was trustworthy? Why did I ever think Jack would understand? He showed me kindness that one night... I was foolish to ever think it would happen again... If only he had listened.. He would have had me in my entirety, simply for that one small boon. All I had wanted was a night or two away to sleep in peace, I would have done anything for that I would have even called him 'Master'. I would have even called him 'God' should he have requested, such was my desperation. I was a fool to think that his kindness was real It was only a cruel trick... ::Day Two: I have decided to leave. Guraim continues to abuse me, and Jack is never here. He had told Botar that he would protect me from the world itself, yet he does not I no longer care. I will either die roaming as I should have, or die fighting for it. I will escape this darkness, one way or another. I will -not- remain alone like this! If only Jack would have listened... I would have served him completly. I would have done anything. But now I will give nothing. Jack, if you ever read this. This was all your doing.