3624 Lynx's journal Roxses20 I have not been able to keep up woth my thoughts lately so i chose to write a journal of my thoughts . -i have lost interest with Rhise,she seems to still think her long lost boy friend is comeing back -A man named Gaarag talked to me today about a secret guild of in the woods he said if i gained his trust i could join. -I have done it!I gained his trust.We are leaveing for the guild today! -I was once known as saris,no i am not.I have made friends with the shadows and i now have the name Lynx -Spying in snowy fields has taken a toll on my body it is not use to being this cold. -The leader of the guild Gaius still seems to not trust me.How much i tried for him to...... -I went to battle some undead with Gaius and i saw the strangest thing...A beautiful girl......but her hand WAS MISSING ! -It has been awhile since i last wrote but i thought ii should start again.I saw the girl again and she has agreed to let me heal her hand..but she wants to do something first -Again it has been awhile but i will keep up to date now.I know have been asked to help the girl by a man named jack,she has been hearing a voice in her head.I...I just dont know if i could help -I...I...I think i am starting to like this girl.......i dont know why though its just to early to t ell -It seems i do have feelings for her...I just dont know how to express them -I keep trying to heal her but i fear the voice might not go away...... -I know know my feelings for her are true.I even try showing off by showing no pain when i heal -*blood spots are on this page and it is hard to read*To**y I **aled h** B** my ea*s are blee**** an d so are my eyes