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Akorta
Angelus_Obscurus
*Everything within this book has never been told to anyone else before* :: Everything i have told everyone has been a lie.. This Akorta character i try to be is all just a lie! I cannot continue, but i must.. I have to.. I will! Even though it's eating at me day after day, chewing away at my ver being! The pain within my skull, within me is unbearable which is why i write this, to finally tell the truth. :: :: The blood coursing through my veins doesn't feel my own, it feels wrong.. But for now i must sleep. :: The days go by, inside i feel myself being ripped apart by all these lies by all these.. all this hatred at myelf.. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! WHY DO I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS TORTURE?! :: Today i just stood watching the water, watching the trees swaying in the wind.. Everything was just pure, so perfect.. But then i saw a Human and i was reminded of what life is really like, damn i hate the races of Aegis, they make me sick. :: It has now been a few weeks since the last time i bothered wasting my time with this book, I have thought i was going to be killed many times since then, but sadly i don't get the satisfaction of my life leaving my body, oh well there will always be other times. :: :: Today a child came up to me and asked if could have a look at my mask, the very thought of this disgusting child touching my made me sick, this pathetic thing will eventually be killed if he follows the path of most people around Aegis. :: Alethion.. Alethion... Daughter? Alethion told me he has a Daughter that wasn't his But yet.. she looks so much like him, this place confuses me.. She is so innocent and small, it almost brings warmth to my heart, the way she calls me "Uncle Akorta" I.. Do not want someone like this to go through the pain of love, or hate. But.. Then i remember that she is only a Human, but.. .... :: :: Zhotia.. Aletions Daughter, why do i feel emotion towards this child, i do not feel emotion damn it! But then again, Alethion has been like a brother to me, i have thought about telling him all of this, but i cannot, and i will not. :: :: Alethion and I have gone back to what we doing best, Adventuring. This has brought great memories back to me, but i got to stay focused, because it isn't me :: Akorta.. Akorta..... Akorta........ I am Akorta, but why.. Why am I Akorta? Why did i have to be born this way, why can't i remember my childhood! all i can remember is hatred, and the lust for death of all the races.. Who am I? :: :: :: You reading this, who am I?