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Mork's journal
friar7
so here i am, living in the white raven stronghold...... Finally! i have my chance to become captin! i just have to pass a "test" D: im worried! will i fail the test?! it has been to long! i must rise in  my command! i met 2'nd in command guard kyle, he is an absolut arse-hole, he expects nothing but respect grrrr, i would like to give him my foot up his........nevermind......i know better than that i will not sink down to his level. i have finnaly acomplished my goal! i am now a white raven captain! :D i will never stop my hard work, i will mantain my position! THE WHITE RAVENS! the imperial coalation cannot be trusted, they are barberik anamals we were descusing war today.........my idea was not looked at properly if we owned the people, then we can be destroyed but if we own their minds, there point of veiw, then we are immortal well, thanks to this new captain of the guards, im just a sergeant i really, am begining to HATE myself, why do i always want power? why do i hate most powerful people? why can't i just accept myself? allways gotta step up! step up! i hate myself i bet alvaska does as well, i actually called the guardians useless, i don't know why it was selfish, i felt really bad about it later,god, i am sinking down to kyles level i obviosly just want EVERYONE to accept me, respect me, my mind just....works that way.... and look how kyle ended up? i gotta make myself better, i gotta beleive i can..... if i keep this up, everyone will hate me, i will become just another kyle, that NEEDS to chan ge