5172 Me story - part 1. Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.. Aandie Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.. Living another day in disguise.. These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.. Saddened man sings and hums.. "Ooo-oooh, Stand up and fight". The fighting rages on and on, to chenge me.. you must be strong.. I walk your land.. but dont belong, two hundred soldiers can't be wrong It's no fun but I've been here before.. I am far from home and I'm fighting our war Some are scared, others killing for fun, I killed a mother infront of her son Fight for honor, fight for your life.. Pray to God that our side is right.. Even though we won, I still may lose.. Until I make it home to you, me beloved Elser.. I see our mothers filled with tears.. Children grow up so fast where did those years go? .. Memories won't let you cry, unless I don't return tonight.. So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine.. Nobody tells me the reasons we're here.. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.. Watching the death toll rise .. wondering how I am still alive.. Stranger's blood on my hands .. I have killed I can.. There are no silent nights.. watching your brothers die.. To destroy their plans without no thought of me.. No thought of me.. No thought of me.. Saddened man hums once again his sad humn "Ooooohhh..." Walk the city lonely.. Memories that haunt are passing by.. A murderer walks your streets tonight.. Forgive me for my crimes.. don't forget that I was so yoooung .. Fought so scared in the name of God and Country..