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The void
Crippledpope
The first thing that strikes you, is the darkness. The never ending darkness stretched out before you, reaching untill the end of time, but all before you very eyes. I saw it all, The creation and destruction of existance itself, and all In the blink of an eye. At first, I was scared, I didn't know what had become of me, or what was to become of me now I was this... monster, or so I belived at the time. They called me Sin, devine retribution wrapped up in one being. A being bent on the destuction of everything it ever loved, all because noone else would. That's write, we new it was coming, we had so many chances to stop it. We had so many signs, so many chances that we just ignored and carried on with our pathetic mediocre lives. Our repetative routine, and an existance purely to pass on our DNA.. Pittifull. I wasn't a bad person, I didn't deserve what I have become, yet, I feel that it was necessary, I destroy the corruption in the world. Cleanse it of it's sin. Ironic, really, I destroy and take lives, to save and bring more life, purity but at a cost. I couldn't say I don't enjoy it, nor could I say I do, I don't even remember when it was like to express emotions. My mind is a blank, I have memories, memories of emotions, yet they do not create the same feeling now.. My mind is blank, A void. But before all this, I wasn't a monster, I wasn't a saint, either. I lived an ordinary life. The easiest way to put it, is, I died. I can't explain the feeling, of dying, perhaps because  There was no feeling.. Yet, there was, a small sense of relief, all the sorrow, and pain had left me, I was pure, and enlightened, no longer burdened by the world. A faint voice echoed through my soul. A calming voice, I trusted it. It convined me to embrace the light, let it take hold of my body.. And I did just that. It took what felt like eternity, but in reality, was few seconds. The pain, it tore through me, tearing my spirit apart.. But after the pain.. came none, I was immortal, and nothing would ever harm me again. Hm?