6481 Zatazen's journal verrenn I miss her... i cant show it... i cant tell anyone... :: i am deaply saddend... i wish i could see her again... but... i have to kill my brothers first... i... love her... i dont know what i am going to do *a couple of tears are on the page* :: if only i could see her one more time... *the rest of the pages are torn out* :: *there are a few words on the back of the back cover*