6526 Zatazen's journal 2 verrenn I can hear her in my dreams... i cant escape them... one moring when i woke up... i saw her... i could not think of anything to say... all i could say was her name... i reached to touch her hair... she vanished... i dont think i can take this anymore... I am ont the brink of losing my self... the next day i couldnt do anything... i missed her so much i was... crying... I am losing the will to find her... she is so close... but to far to where i cant see her... hre voice is all that keeps me just afloat... just to where i can continue... I am losing her... *a few tears are on the pages* i cant take hearing her... but not seeing her... i need to keep fighting... fighting to see her again... please... give me a sign your out the re atleast an image... i want to see you again kendra... that is all i want... all i want is to see you again...