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Sanity an.. ((Rest of it, is unreadable. Caused by spread ink.))
Aandie
*The first page is ruined by the spread ink also. What you believe to be, the authors name only has three first letters remaining, 'Ale..'. You notice that the first page had two really differing handwritings on it. One stable, one le. The ink has spread all over, till the middle of second page, where the story seems to begin.    I feel insane every single time I'm asked ta compromise. Because I'm afraid and stuck in me ways and that is th way it stays! So 'ow long did I expect love ta outweight ignorance?  By that look on yer face I may 'ave forced th scale ta tip.   *The following couple sentences have been written by an le,  shaking hand. They say 'I'm not insane.. I'm not insane.. I'm not insane. I'm not .. not insane.'    Rage pulses through me 'eart. From th things I 'ave done ta you. It is 'ard ta face, but th fact remains. That this is nothing new.   I left ye bound and tied with suicidal memories. Selfish beneath th skin, but deep inside..  *Unstable handwriting again, saying 'I'm not insane.'     Now that I 'ave lost ye, it kills me ta say. I tried ta 'old on, ye slowly slipped away. I'm losing th fite. I treated ye so wrong, now let me make it right. *Shaking, le handwriting again 'I'm not insane.. I'm not insane.. hahaha.. I'm not insane.. I'm not .. not .. NOT INSANE.'     :: :: :: :: *The ink spreads in this part of the book too. Where it ends, the handwriting seems really  unstable, hard to read. :: :: 'Tis is me letter ta those who don't care, the ones I think they 'ave been reasonable and fair.. I want ye ta kno what lives in me mind, because it's hate that you'll always find.. It's to everyone around me, who lives careless and free.. :: :: I want ye ta kno what lives in me mind, because it is sadness ye will never find. It is th reason I go to sleep and dream of ye, it is the reason I wish ta kill ye. :: :: I want ye ta kno what lives in me mind.. It is darkness ye can only find.. It is where I sit and wallow, and begin ta feel oh so hallow. :: :: Now there is good bye, ta all that I kno, because ye will never see, what I 'ave done ta ye..'. *Theres a tiny space in between and after that space, there is a signature, which you can't make sense of as it is too blurry. ((Do not meta my name, please))