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The Journal of Malin Famaen
Agith
Tolta, The 17th of Malins Welcome, 1338 :: :: Today is the first day of my isolation to the world. I have taken up refuuge in the home I onced lived in, which now lays abandoned . I have found myself growing to resent the deity I've come so close to; this, "relic" that has apparently been bestowed upon me is more of a curse rather than a blessing. I am going to work on fixing this resentment through meditation and a life of peace. I am going to make myself an agenda. :: 1. I will begin the study of alchemy, as well as other sciences to sharpen my mind . :: Second, I will work to regain faith in Aerial, I will do this through meditation and study . :: 3. I will learn more about this relic of a dagger. :: :: :: Tolta, 17th of The Grand Harvest, 1339 :: Much has occurred since I last wrote, I found myself unable to write down my thoughts . I have learned much from hours of meditation, finding much comfort in the fact that I have come to inner peace with myself. I am still frusturated with the way my life has turned out, though I am comfortable with it . At times I feel as though I am not a single entity, but that I am part of universe. That dagger, I've come to name it Ral'kog, though the name has little siginifance toward any of the blades history, as I have yet to discover anything of the sort. I have made little process with alchemy, and have focused to hone my abilities with a blade , though little has occured as of this point in time. I will hopefully write more often, however for now this will be the end of my second entry in this journal.